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ZeroSumEgoGame

 Theres so much on the internet. Yet, I try to find more through the physicals of this library. Reasons could be my insecurity, of that need to be seen so to see im walking around. Or I like to rely on coincidence, so to be inspired by something not chosen by me, like some sort of divinity answer. Or there is that zero. I changed my mind. Mood maketh me. 


The incoherence of the incoherence.

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